What am I afraid of?††††††††††††††††††††††††††† By: Al Ray
What am I afraid of?
Looking at my true self,
Why I am afraid of seeing myself?
Because I am afraid that what I will see,
Will shake me,
Why am I afraid that it will shake me?
Because I fear it will both contradict and confirm,
What I always felt about myself,
Why do I fear that?
Because I donít know,
What will be confirm and contradicted.
Why is this?
I fear uncertainty,
I fear being stuck and restrained,
Why is that relevant?
I fear that I would be unable to change,
What I see there,
That I would have no control,
I would be a passenger in my own life.
Why do I fear losing control to myself?
Because I donít know who I will be,
Bullshit, I will still be myself.