Screwed up on Tuseday.
Got a migirain and overselpt then missed an appoint. Bad luck, howerver I have a first step of sending e-mail to profs. My next post should hold good news.

Another day, same screw ups
Its been six hour ssince my last post and I am currently missing classes. God knows why. Despiar I guess or maybe even a childish, "I don't want to do it because past things didn't go my way" thing. Really counterperductive. Its not a curse, at least not at the moment. I think its is just the resoult of self neglect with breeds slef neglect, the SOP of the past 3 years more or less. Why does this have to happen?

I really need to knuckle down and get in gear, but having the engine shuting down inches fro the starting line is not a way to run a race or life. Why do I do this to myself. I get no enjoyment out it and I can't find information about it within myself, though its not through a lack of serching. Maybe I've been going about things the wrong way. but if that was true then why can I see no other way? Why am I like this? Why can't I get answers? What next?

Living on the Edge
Well, that bout of pneumonia was more reslilent then I thought. It took two weeks fianlly gets rid of it, but the lastning effects of it in reguard to pill schedule and sleep schedule, but hope is not lost. The new month bring new hopes and challages, challage I will face, instead of waiting out due to illness or other reson. Tally hoo!!!!

In other news, my cousin got married last week, but that joyous occation was tempered by my father getting a really serious illnes, though thinks are looking up for him. Life might suck, but things can always change for the better when one has hope and hope is once thing I am really aquainted with. I will be updating more regualrly.

2 Months of Stagnation thwarted.
Well I am back on this day of October the 3rd Year of the Lord 2003. I finally remebered my Biolog and here's my entry.

Basicly nothing is really new. Back at college, bought a X-Box and contrated pneumoina while being diagnosed with Allergies with a touch of lovely Asthema. So here I am fighting of the last vestagies of the evil disease with fluids, antibodics and a good deal of Robistussin CF and Kleenex. I really should find something else to talk about and I really should get to work on my website with maybe 6 logs to put up....

Neuroligist, TB tests, Migrianes and flamers oh my!
Welocme to Al Ray's first Bio Log thingy


Wierd day. Got up at a dcent tiem after going to bed at a decent time. Took care of my TB test for a Hospice voleterring gig. Was nastly flamed by an old freind last night. Hvae a migraine which lasted since last Wesnday. Gerally bored atm.